I was urged to make my posts once a week… Until the situation described below takes place, I will be posting once a week.

Today has been a perfect example as to how these major events take a hold of people’s better judgment and really make themselves manifest in various ways. I was struck and not by lighting. Mars being in an exact conjunction with Uranus brought violence into my life in a truly shocking and unexpected way. I appeared shocked and I was told not to seem appalled. This was even more shocking. It took me back to the very memorable time when my mom physically attacked me with her cellphone and after throwing it at me and bouncing to the floor, she asked for the cell back just to throw it at me one more time. The similarity in the event that happened in my life today is almost a Universal joke as this is the day out of the year when Mercury is exactly conjunct my Natal Chiron, bringing up my mother wound.

It’s now been more than 8 hours since the incident and I can say that these astrological events give us a clear and outlined version of the events that unfold, but in a story that is numerical and even ordered, in a beautiful chaos, to bring about the energy that we are supposed to meet.

I won’t know what this energy is about until later, because the conjunction happened in my 12H—House of the unknown. All I know is that I had to stand up for myself and be about the things I talk about and do it without regret. I had to experience that to make the decisions I had to make. It’s been headed this way and now it’s in a place where I have no other option, because anything else is going against my character and the person I am working hard to be.

The random revolutionary energy that comes with Uranus had to be observed. I have arrived to the place I needed to arrive to. I had to see what I had to see and experience this seemingly random event, now, rather than later.

The story of who I am is becoming less and less relevant to the things I care about and my emotional journey has been summoned to the forefront. Oh Cancer Season!.. It is now this cyclical invitation to look at my anger and self respect. My Natal Mars in Cancer gets triggered and right around this time, certain planets are also making contact with my Chiron and today it was Mercury. The Moon in Scorpio extracted the poison and delivered to the heaviness of the situation. This is all feeling like a fated set up The Universe orchestrated to prove to me that I need to change paths in the way I am handling things. What must be shown are the vulnerabilities from my 3H into my 10H. Share it with my friends so we can all find a way to step up for ourselves and our self respect.

Just because I am helped with a task in life does not mean I should tolerate abuse. Just because I am in a tough situation in one aspect of my life and I am grateful to the one making it possible, it does not mean I need to tolerate situations that are harmful to my mental health and emotional well being. My mother wound is riddled with verbal, emotional, psychological, physical abuse. Today, I experienced the physical but in all honesty, it has been a bit of everything else too because there was financial support. Now, I am left in my own Energy—left to figure out how to make it happen in my 10H, where Saturn sits for me. The work gets real, and the transiting Neptune influence is checked by my Natal Jupiter with an opposition. That works for me. These are the Godsends.

This transit chart shows that there is still character development in my career front needs a bit more work, so I shall put my head down and get to work. With the blessing of transiting Jupiter in 1H, I know I will be okay, as long as I keep true to the spirit of joy, wonder and spiritual teachings with those who come into my life.